No doubt a few of you have wondered where I have been.
Simply put, I had a rather massive panic attack about three weeks ago, I am considering writing a blog about that, because I actually recorded what my thoughts were as it was happening. I mean that in the literal sense, I have a recording of me at work trying to deal with… everything. I managed to not break apart while I was at work, but finally collapsed after I got home. The intervening time has been dedicated to trying to get better and back to the point where I actually want to and am able to write.
About a week and a half ago I started getting better, but it has been an off and on process. However, I did manage to make myself write a chapter, because it is important to me on many levels, and I do feel some responsibility to my readers.
Love you all,